I’m sorry to all the musicians whose music I stole I’d pay for it if I could
everything is cliche
Stream of Conciousness
-why am I NOW feeling so grimy about the other day
-ew I’m still sick
-waaaah
-I need to get my tea canister refilled
-what’s it called
-peach blossom something
-I LOVE TEA omg
-why am I doing my mom’s homework
-does this mean she’s not mad about yesterday anymore
-why does she hate him so much anyways
-whadeva
-I keep faking on myself on that hammock purchase
-lol
-yo I need friends
-jk i don’t
-jk I do
-I’m so excited for the art program!
-they’re giving me scholarship money I’m so happy
-what am I doing tomorrow
-shrimp crackers are pretty good
-I hate twitter
-but I can’t delete it cause how else am I sposed to keep up with the world
-do I even care
-idk
-whomp
-tumblr is so nice
-I can’t wait to use my new squared moleskine
-and wear my new skirt (!!!!!!!!!!!)
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What the hell is wrong with me, why am I such an idiot
You think a person would learn by now
Ugh
ugh
Ehhhhh I’m such a noob and this is a hypothetical scenario but it’s about how I feel sometimes like today cause I feel extremely gross and eugh and sick I’m such a fag lol okay bye
I have a knack for complicating things
not a rare talent, but not common enough
quite simply, it’s all a matter of perspective
but only if you think of it that way
just a light switch of mindset, and see drastic changes possible, within reach
mental stamina Limitless like Brad Coop
maybe then I’d actually amount to something
maybe then I’d start doing more
less of nothing things, like sleeping
sometimes it’s impossible to stop analyzing
and studying my life from a microscope
yet somehow I manage to skip studying
getting grades unindicative of my intellectual capacity
but maybe the public education system knew that
(sigh)
any version of simplicity’d be too complex and unattainable for me
I’d box everything up Matryoshka style like In Leo’s ception movie
too many rigid lines, too much of simple that it isn’t simple anymore
complexity in disguise
but I have a knack for complicated things
I’ll manage I guess
Stream of conciousness
